2am

I've just woke up it's just gone 2am feeling very thirsty. Yesterday I walked a few miles,because I really wanted a smoke. It's been about 3 weeks now since I decided to quit again. I fell asleep last night probably just after 7pm. My sleep pattern is all to hell, but I am not coughing my lungs up. I feel good.
I've got a whole clean up now to eradicate any sign that I smoked. What a difference this is making I can't go back now. I'm spending less which means more for when I get out again which unfortunately won't be for 2 months.
2am April 10th 2010 this feels like a real turning point I so really want it to be so I can have one positive memory of the month of April. I feel healthy. Far better than I have for I don't know how long.
I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE THIS.