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One Up

Came to a conclusion about what I am doing, well sort of I guess. In my younger days I went to dressing services where I got to wear a wig and make up along with whatever clothes. Generally I didn't really like the clothes in most places I went and it got very boring once I was dressed up.
These days I wear what I want and like and do my own make up however bad that is. I go out in different places. I don't pass as female and never will and in the end is that really important. In some ways I've just gone one up from those dressing services.
I look at myself, a genetic male with female aspects. Someone who just likes to blend in and live my life. I'm transgender thats my identity. A lot of people have a problem with that as I guess I do, as I am  not  able to be totally honest about it.
Oh well roll on next time out.

I had another post up and decided to delete it. It was me writing a load of crap again after some other things I read. I guess I was feeling a bit over sensitive again.
Sometimes I think these blogs are a bad idea for me. Other times it's great reading back and remembering.