I may be on the verge of better things or it could get a lot worse only time will tell.
In the last couple of months I've taken an interest in my dreams again. The last time was after my wife passed away. I've always had an interest in Lucid Dreaming but never managed to achieve one where I realise I am dreaming and take control. I have had some vivid ones that jolted me awake. I had another one last night.
My wallet was floating between me and a woman who looked very much like me when I am out. She told me that she would swap two handbags she had for the wallet that actually looked empty.
The handbags looked quite heavy and I wanted to look inside them, but couldn't open them. I didn't care about the wallet. She kept asking the same question with a smile, but for some reason we couldn't make the swap. I woke up and wrote the dream down in my journal.
The one thing is I've felt good all morning. Maybe I am losing it, but I might as well try and make use of that third of my life sleeping and see where it takes me.
