Decided to make a few changes and stick to more or less about when I look briefly out of the closet. I've got a couple of outings planned. The first one I was thinking of taking the train from Newcastle to Manchester enfemme. I must admit I will probably travel in bob mode as I have never done that particular journey before. Carting my luggage and keeping an eye on it is another variable. There is also checking into a hotel I have never stayed in before when I get to Manchester. In the end I guess bob wins.
The title of this blog I decided to change for reasons that do make sense to me.
The other blog is now deleted because I was putting one depressing post up after another and really I don't want to do that.
I spend most of my life in bob mode which will never change with me living presenting briefly as Karen at times. That is the reality and everything else, health problems etc I have to deal with, is dealt with in bob mode so there is no point going on about it here. In saying that thank you to everyone who has left comments here and on Limbo Land they have been a great help, more than any of you could know.
I am lucky I get to take a break as Karen every now and again.
I guess I get to live in the shadow of a dream, but that's all it will ever be for me, but that is ok it could be a lot worse.
