In the middle of quite an intense time at the moment it just seems there isn't enough hours in the day, but I'm really enjoying myself. It should all end up with me getting that make up lesson I badly need.
I've also got a decision to make. I should have the opportunity to go shopping en femme or at least go for a wander outside my comfort zone. The thing is I'll probably be on my own, but I've got this nagging voice constantly telling me to get out there.
I haven't gone nuts, well I don't think so. It's just I want more freedom in Karen mode. Its a frightening but exciting prospect at the same time.
I find myself singing a song by a band I really like 'The war inside my head'. I guess that sums it up. It's strange I've been in life threatening situations, but this is just as scary, but what is the worst that can happen?
Decisions
