Friday, 12 August 2011

Uncomplicated

Made unexpectiy to take a look at how my life is going and was described as an uncomplicated bloke. I guess that translates into boring. I don't really take to many risks and I just live in a simple way from day to day. Perhaps it's a sign of advancing age.
Thinking about my female aspect perhaps that it is just as boring as my male aspect.
The uncomplicated and simple life bit was not my conclusion, but some one elses. Does any of this matter ? Not really. I've never really wanted to attract attention to myself, but being transgender and being out presenting as female can attract attention. I try to reduce that attention as much as possible and when it works I am really happy. That does not mean I pass as female, because I don't and never will.
There are some advantages, I guess, to being uncomplicated and boring.

Sunday, 7 August 2011

Still Blasting

Still blasting away with my Smooth Skin machine. Another 2 cycles done and definitely a noticeable difference on my  chest and stomach. Now have to look at more targeted areas which means I need to take more time and not worry about how much activator gel I use. Happy so far.
On a different note I had real problems with my nails after Sparkle, but that turned out to be another learning process. There are other things on the horizon that could have a severe affect on my future, but I've been down in the dumps for awhile and I've just got to continue on and do the best I can if I want to.   This is life and nobody owes me anything, and I have to fight for what I want and need.
Still blasting away. Somethings you have to demolish so you can then build.
(That feels better)  

Monday, 1 August 2011

The Moose


I've been taking an interest in animals,their meanings, insights to their nature down through the ages to different cultures and people etc.
So first up is the moose.
The moose symbolises primal feminine energy, can be headstrong but also confident with wisdom and self esteem. They can seem to be clumsy and awkward, but move with a powerful grace. They are also able to move almost unseen with little sound. Almost a contradiction for such a huge powerful animal.
From what I understand they have a powerful presence yet can be almost invisible.
An animal which must be an unforgettable experience to see in the wild.
Seen in a dream perhaps it may mean you can move forward with confidence, power and the ability to not attract attention unless you want to, but you are wise enough to know which way to go. Perhaps from a feminine perspective you have a vast reservoir of energy to tap into  so that you can achieve your goal(s).
So there is a short bit on the moose. I'll probably write about other animals if the notion takes me. I did enjoy reading about the moose and writing a short summary. The picture below is off a site offering free photos to download.


Image by: Harlan Kredit - NPS Photo