Think I'm past the worst now. I even ended up starting another blog where I have been writing about stuff I read and watch on the telly. It actually gives me something to do when I can't think of anything else. It also saves clogging up here.
Managed to get dressed up again and realised I love my jeans, but now I've got a greater choice.
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
Monday, 20 October 2008
YouTube - Rush "Far Cry" FULL VIDEO (PREMIERE)
YouTube - Rush "Far Cry" FULL VIDEO (PREMIERE)
'One day I feel I'm ahead of the wheel the next it's rolling over me, I can get back on'
A song very apt for the times we live in and one I find very uplifting.
'One day I feel I'm ahead of the wheel the next it's rolling over me, I can get back on'
A song very apt for the times we live in and one I find very uplifting.
Saturday, 18 October 2008
The Fall and I'm Sorry
I guess I hit a real low after what I got up to in September.
Being able to go out shopping was such an incredible high. In the end I was heading for a fall. To be honest it was something I didn't think would happen to me.
Sparkle was an amazing experience, but nothing compared to that day out with Diana in Manchester city centre. It's been tough to cope with, but I've come out the other side having learned something about myself.
It would be ideal if I could get out more regularly, but that is not possible so I just have to make the best of what I can do.
The posts about stopping smoking have probably not been my finest moment and to be honest I have slipped, but still battling.
Really I was trying to snap myself out of a kind of depression.
I'm sorry I posted the 'I've had enough' post and following comments.
To the friends I've made who also read my ramblings, I'm really sorry.
I'm looking forward to get out again. I know what can happen and that knowledge will help me cope better.
I have it good compared to a lot of tgirls and I really don't want to mess things up.
Being able to go out shopping was such an incredible high. In the end I was heading for a fall. To be honest it was something I didn't think would happen to me.
Sparkle was an amazing experience, but nothing compared to that day out with Diana in Manchester city centre. It's been tough to cope with, but I've come out the other side having learned something about myself.
It would be ideal if I could get out more regularly, but that is not possible so I just have to make the best of what I can do.
The posts about stopping smoking have probably not been my finest moment and to be honest I have slipped, but still battling.
Really I was trying to snap myself out of a kind of depression.
I'm sorry I posted the 'I've had enough' post and following comments.
To the friends I've made who also read my ramblings, I'm really sorry.
I'm looking forward to get out again. I know what can happen and that knowledge will help me cope better.
I have it good compared to a lot of tgirls and I really don't want to mess things up.
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