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'One day I feel I'm ahead of the wheel the next it's rolling over me, I can get back on'
A song very apt for the times we live in and one I find very uplifting.
Monday, 20 October 2008
Saturday, 18 October 2008
The Fall and I'm Sorry
I guess I hit a real low after what I got up to in September.
Being able to go out shopping was such an incredible high. In the end I was heading for a fall. To be honest it was something I didn't think would happen to me.
Sparkle was an amazing experience, but nothing compared to that day out with Diana in Manchester city centre. It's been tough to cope with, but I've come out the other side having learned something about myself.
It would be ideal if I could get out more regularly, but that is not possible so I just have to make the best of what I can do.
The posts about stopping smoking have probably not been my finest moment and to be honest I have slipped, but still battling.
Really I was trying to snap myself out of a kind of depression.
I'm sorry I posted the 'I've had enough' post and following comments.
To the friends I've made who also read my ramblings, I'm really sorry.
I'm looking forward to get out again. I know what can happen and that knowledge will help me cope better.
I have it good compared to a lot of tgirls and I really don't want to mess things up.
Being able to go out shopping was such an incredible high. In the end I was heading for a fall. To be honest it was something I didn't think would happen to me.
Sparkle was an amazing experience, but nothing compared to that day out with Diana in Manchester city centre. It's been tough to cope with, but I've come out the other side having learned something about myself.
It would be ideal if I could get out more regularly, but that is not possible so I just have to make the best of what I can do.
The posts about stopping smoking have probably not been my finest moment and to be honest I have slipped, but still battling.
Really I was trying to snap myself out of a kind of depression.
I'm sorry I posted the 'I've had enough' post and following comments.
To the friends I've made who also read my ramblings, I'm really sorry.
I'm looking forward to get out again. I know what can happen and that knowledge will help me cope better.
I have it good compared to a lot of tgirls and I really don't want to mess things up.
Monday, 13 October 2008
Smoking
The last post was a bit over the top along with some of the comments I made. I guess it was just getting to me. It's tough going, but I'll get there. I'm not going to delete the post just yet because it is helping a bit.
Smoking is one of the most idiotic things you can do in my opinion.
I was considering deleting the last post once I feel I've kicked it, but smoking like any addiction you only recover and you can always slip back, so I think I'll probably leave it as a reminder of how stupid I've been.
Smoking is one of the most idiotic things you can do in my opinion.
I was considering deleting the last post once I feel I've kicked it, but smoking like any addiction you only recover and you can always slip back, so I think I'll probably leave it as a reminder of how stupid I've been.
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