Screw IT

I am beginning to understand the difference between what I want and what I need and there is a vast difference and sometimes I can't see it.
April was a strange month again. This time my computer was the casualty. On the whole it was ok 
I am working hard to be able to enjoy the coming summer and I hope my plans work out. There is one trip out I have always wanted to do and I have set the wheels in motion. I get a strong feeling I am going to learn a few things about myself. One thing I do understand from last time out is my ego may have taken some bruising, but so what. I am who I am and while I can I will live my life. I am Karen and everything that entails is as valid and important to me as everything in the male aspect of my life is as well.
I did read the ego is a mask which can be overpowering which can lead to depression if not careful of it's influence, but you have say 'screw it' from time to time and let your spirit fly.. 

Week Two

19/04 - Don't like the new blog setup

18/04 - Up and running again, but this computer I'm using dates from before this blog and when I started getting out.

17/04 - The April curse strikes again. This time it's computer problems. I think I have lost quite a few photos which did make me cry. I really do not like April.  

Week One

10/04 - Day four, coughing and sneezing,  couldn't sleep. This blog post is turning into good therapy. I did slip and smoked again that was yesterday. The choice is to be honest with myself and get this done.

09/04 - Day three, feel better, still ache all over. I can get past this. One thing that was a worry, round  my eyes was very sore, I think it was to do with my sinuses. Now my nose is running like a tap.

08/04 - Day two, more money saved. Feel horrible, strange dreams about losing things including this computer.

07/04 - Day one, saved £7. I want more chocolate, but don't want to go up a jeans size. Drinking more tea and eating grapes. http://youtu.be/vi8znWSKPVU