Monday, 15 August 2011

New Plan Needed

With what I now know affecionately as my zapper, I've nearly finished the first tube of activator gel.
I've got 5 more on order. I am starting to have problems seeing where needs zapping so I need to find a better way of marking my chest and stomach out. A liquid waterproof white eyeliner would be very helpful. I am thinking about using masking tape as well. Looking, once winter sets in if it isn't here already, at slowly reducing hair on my arms and hopefully getting rid of under arm hair.  

Friday, 12 August 2011

Uncomplicated

Made unexpectiy to take a look at how my life is going and was described as an uncomplicated bloke. I guess that translates into boring. I don't really take to many risks and I just live in a simple way from day to day. Perhaps it's a sign of advancing age.
Thinking about my female aspect perhaps that it is just as boring as my male aspect.
The uncomplicated and simple life bit was not my conclusion, but some one elses. Does any of this matter ? Not really. I've never really wanted to attract attention to myself, but being transgender and being out presenting as female can attract attention. I try to reduce that attention as much as possible and when it works I am really happy. That does not mean I pass as female, because I don't and never will.
There are some advantages, I guess, to being uncomplicated and boring.

Sunday, 7 August 2011

Still Blasting

Still blasting away with my Smooth Skin machine. Another 2 cycles done and definitely a noticeable difference on my  chest and stomach. Now have to look at more targeted areas which means I need to take more time and not worry about how much activator gel I use. Happy so far.
On a different note I had real problems with my nails after Sparkle, but that turned out to be another learning process. There are other things on the horizon that could have a severe affect on my future, but I've been down in the dumps for awhile and I've just got to continue on and do the best I can if I want to.   This is life and nobody owes me anything, and I have to fight for what I want and need.
Still blasting away. Somethings you have to demolish so you can then build.
(That feels better)