Thursday, 7 May 2009

Completely Stupid


Spent the last 3 weeks worried about how things are going to go with my eye. Hopefully I'll find out whats wrong tomorrow. I have also been thinking a lot about the last year. The amazing times I've had and the wonderful people I've met. We all have fears, for me it's losing the friends I've made who accept me for who I am. Thankfully it seems to be improving and I'm hoping that it should be ok.
Maybe this was a stupid thing to do but I decided to see if I could still do my make up with one good eye. Doing my eye make up was a challenge and I think I sort of managed it. Stupid things I do, but I was careful not to stab myself in the eye.
Actually the make up lesson I had last year really came back to me.
The picture shows the result. I thought I'd record it as another first of sorts for me.Please don't laugh to much. Then again maybe I did better not being able to see properly.
You can tell I'm bored. I'll have to stop being silly.

Friday, 1 May 2009

YouTube - Blackmore's Night - Shadow Of The Moon

YouTube - Blackmore's Night - Shadow Of The Moon

Been listening to these a lot recently. This song quite a bit. Trying to take my mind of things. I just hope things work out and I can continue on as I have been in the last year. Maybe after today things will become clearer.
I know this is not life threatening and I'll get by if the worst happens job wise.
Other people have it far worse than me, but I really don't want to go back to just dressing up at home. I guess I'm getting a valuable lesson again. Don't take anything for granted.

Thursday, 30 April 2009

Had to laugh

Well things might be moving on and hopefully the hospital might finally find out whats wrong with my eye.
Just got a letter saying my appointment is tomorrow for the MRI scan. The vision in my bad eye seems to be slightly better, but still not good. The scan has been moved forward a week, but I don't think that means anything.
One of the warnings says, do not wear any eye make-up. I had to laugh at that.
By the sounds of it I won't find out anything tomorrow.
I kind of feel in limbo at the moment and it's driving me up the wall.
xx