The last post was a bit over the top along with some of the comments I made. I guess it was just getting to me. It's tough going, but I'll get there. I'm not going to delete the post just yet because it is helping a bit.
Smoking is one of the most idiotic things you can do in my opinion.
I was considering deleting the last post once I feel I've kicked it, but smoking like any addiction you only recover and you can always slip back, so I think I'll probably leave it as a reminder of how stupid I've been.
Monday, 13 October 2008
Saturday, 11 October 2008
I'VE HAD ENOUGH
I'VE HAD ENOUGH,QUITTING, GIVEN UP. THIS SUCKS.
Reading Diana's last post on her blog, she talks about drag queens how they speak in capitols,I think I know what she means, so do drama queens which I'm being at the moment.
If your still reading this you might be wondering whats up with the silly cow now.
Nicotine withdrawal. I managed to hit 40 a day, my chest doesn't feel right and I STINK.
If I start again I'll end up looking like a wrinkled old prune probably half way there anyway.
Over £300 a month for what ?
I going to try and not post anything on here for awhile just read this every time I get the urge maybe add the odd comment.
One last rant-
DON'T YOU DARE, THINK WHAT YOU CAN SPEND THE MONEY ON. DO YOU REALLY WANT TO STINK, THATS ALL PEOPLE CAN SMELL NOT YOUR PERFUME. STOP! YOU STUPID BITCH, UNLESS YOU WANT TO DIE HORRIBLY.
That feels better, this may help. I'm not mad, really.
Reading Diana's last post on her blog, she talks about drag queens how they speak in capitols,I think I know what she means, so do drama queens which I'm being at the moment.
If your still reading this you might be wondering whats up with the silly cow now.
Nicotine withdrawal. I managed to hit 40 a day, my chest doesn't feel right and I STINK.
If I start again I'll end up looking like a wrinkled old prune probably half way there anyway.
Over £300 a month for what ?
I going to try and not post anything on here for awhile just read this every time I get the urge maybe add the odd comment.
One last rant-
DON'T YOU DARE, THINK WHAT YOU CAN SPEND THE MONEY ON. DO YOU REALLY WANT TO STINK, THATS ALL PEOPLE CAN SMELL NOT YOUR PERFUME. STOP! YOU STUPID BITCH, UNLESS YOU WANT TO DIE HORRIBLY.
That feels better, this may help. I'm not mad, really.
YouTube - Bad Religion "A Walk"
YouTube - Bad Religion "A Walk"
For me, the Canal Street song. I can be myself down there and go for a walk.
For me, the Canal Street song. I can be myself down there and go for a walk.
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